today God became my business partner!
felt really confident, like these sun beams
were going right out of my face =)
for if God be for me, who can be against me? ^^
wahahahas-
oh, and our business?

promoting God. ^^
(cant sell God you see, He s too priceless)

also i was there to meet two of my dear friends,
'Ris and Rev together!
i must say, it was great to see them again! =)
chatted abt lots of things between
the two packs of fries i demolished ( TWO packs!)
also i think my singular blow for evangelism was:

well, i bring people to church because
i want people to feel the love of God! ^^

now my topic will be:
Evangelism-
A Christian's perspective.

i know sometimes people usually go:
Oh, Christians, why do they always always
LOVE to bring pple to church and convert them
into, y'know, Christians!?

do u think:
a) we are insane, and we want to pple to ostracize us
becuz they hate our talking abt God and the like?

b) increase our empire of Christian-dom?(God knows
what on earth pple are thinking these days)

c) make a fool of ourselves, being such desperate pple
to do anything to bring others to church?

answers from me:
well, yes and no. ^^ (now hear me out!)

a) you might say we are crazy, but really, we
speak of the gospel becuz we want pple to be
interested in what we are interested in! we
want them to experience what we have
experienced!

eg. great movies, hot crushes, barbie dolls or
whatever your latest obsession, dont tell me
you dont go discussing it with your pals cuz-
I KNOW YOU DO. *smugness =)

b) its great to have more brothers and sisters in
Christ, and essentially, we are expanding the
kingdom of God when we accept Him as our Lord and
Saviour! cuz no, its not world domination! (though
i wished it could be, cuz i think it wld be great if
God Could Rule The World. ^^ ) *Amen! we dont
consider ourselves an empire, but individuals radical
for our Lord, united and sharing a common cause!

c) many Christians are afraid of evangelism cuz really,
we hate (like any human) to be considered a fool and
ostracized in our society!
though in all sincerity, i do not care anymore.
i would rather be considered a desperate,
desperate fool, than live my life immersed in my
own Christian world, oblivious to others that they
might never get to know the Lord i know!
never to feel His presence, his Love for us!
never to study His Word, and praise together
with wonderful church friends, to worship Him!

now friends, do u see why Christians evangelise?

better hurry before this shaky internet connection
degenerates ^^
well for the past few days i have been
resting from my active and enjoyable social life
(i think)

mostly seen some good movies, read great novels
and do a lot more housecleaning =)
i take great pride in the fact i seem to have
inherited my father s housecleaning traits
(rare, really really rare)

hahahahahs =)
lets see what i did indoors today:

washed the dishes (twice!)
cleaned the living room
read and finished a novel
baked brownies
saw Austin Powers with ange
and lots more tt i cant remember ^^

i also draw inspiration from my recent movies-

V for Vendetta
i can memorize abt 70% of the lines of V alr
and sometimes i ponder abt it...alot. ^^
like if V did the right thing saving the country
i mean, how long before the new govt turns
corrupt? govts are chosen by the pple after all....
but 10 points for the suave french gentleman of a V-
hohohohos ^^

and Phantom of the Opera!
love the songs- they keep getting stuck in my head
been singing a lot more (to the terror of sisters)
and i realise tt possessive guys like the Phantom
are not to be trifled with! (scaryy manns)
but the singing~
the SiNGiNg~~ just so divine!

and Austin Powers
crude (quoted), but sometimes a good
laugh is all you need in a movie,

compared to my new fave movie genres-
intense and inspirational movies with
meaning, wit and worth pondering over...

like Braveheart.
like V for Vendetta.
maybe i just like heros fighting for a great cause?

maybe i ll be just like one ^^

what an absolute cronker of a day i had.
now to illustrate it as vividly as possible
to my avid readers... ^^

first, helped my sis literally DRaggg her books
back home from her new secondary school tho
it was fun acting like some grown-up and
ordering and saying stuff like-
= oh, but my eliz has grown so much already,
get the size 38=
while she tries to jab me afters hehehs

then went to nao s
ate lunch with me church mates
and was terrorized by bird poop and a HUGE bee
before heading over to her gorgeous terrace
did lots of stuff, including
painted pastor s pressie! yea manns ^^
then sorta hung out together and chilled-
*sounds so cool right? (chilled)

and then for the icing on the cake
went for christmas party at ange s church!
realised that it can feel weird when u re the
ONLY one like raising your hand and
responding to the sermons and worship
like ...YES!.....YES! and everyone else is

silent. which can be pretty unnerving actually-

even tho at first i thought i was just following my
church culture, but gradually i realised
that i was actually RESPONDING to the word of God
and cheerfully and happily doing all the things tt i did becuz
i wanted to acknowledge my God and his
word and presence AND also, let
EVERYONE know i was PROUD of Him!

also i remembered this line:
He who is ashamed of me, i will be ashamed of before
my Father.
no way am i gg to be ashamed of my God, cuz He is my
Father and my sovereign Lord! (AMEN!!)

so like, BIG revelation!! (imsoproudofmyself) =)

at the end of the day, i made a few new friends
and also had lots of fun! ate lots of food and also
enjoyed many games! jawn also read this sermon-
and i felt so nervous and proud! (like nervous for him,
and proud at the same time) ^^
you go, jawn-i-rock! ( no comments on the competition
you won tho hahahas ) ^^
just wanna thank ange for this memorable experience
as well as many frens i ve made along the way,
cuz i must say it has been a really fruitful
and great christmas celebration!

everybody, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
Happy birthday to you too, Jesus!! ^^

let this be a lesson to me alrights-
i didnt do QT for ONE day and i got
TWO nightmares in a
single nights sleep.
horrible, horrible.

actually they all had good starts,
just really bad endings.

1st one:
i rode a motorcycle on impulse, really fast.
then i was trying to talk to God at the same time-
and i rode past this sunset bay-
with the beautiful scenery and wind in my hair-
until i finally parked my vehicle under this
overhead bridge.
and i walked onto the overhead bridge, but it was just a
single cement block, with no rails or roof.
suddenly there was a huge gust of wind,
and i clean got swept off the platform and
fell face up, slow-mo, into the multitude of the
cars and lorries and buses and taxis below-
screaming.
then i woke up, and i could hear my heart
beating like a drum. ugghs.

2nd one: i was sorta protecting this two elderly ladies
from this two guys, and one of them were
really giving both of the women a hard time, while the
other was sorta helpless to stop him-
so i glared really hard at the first, and both of them left.

turns out later that the first one was like a
demented serial killer-
and me and his other friend stopped him by trapped him
into this brown coloured book-
and we locked it, and furiously started hammering nails
into random parts- really scary,
i was figuring where his heart and brain were-
and we padlocked it, so his spirit was trapped inside.

then i woke up again, feeling rather drained.

i think i ll go do my QT now.

my God is an awe-some God!
He REIGNS in the
Heavens Above-
My GOD! lalalass-

yes o yes o yes o yes!

Just received a letter from the
Edusave CDC and CCC-
and apparently i ve got a letter
stating the entitlement of..

a HUNDRED and FIFTY DOLLARS!!
for some Eagles Leadership award!

*screammss
How on Earth!? ^^

ooh and my sister Eliz has a hundred bucks
for Good Progress!
and sister Joyce has secured a spot in the
coziest triple science stream in Cedar Girls!

im so proud!~
Hey, just call us the Han Sisters mann. =)

this is truly Gods work.
and i m loving it!
i can just see him, as happy as i am
right now in the dark rainclouds above.
yeaaas manns!

went for a haircut with ange today!
ange got this totally stylish re-bond look,
and i had the Look younger by 2 yrs look
(which i actually dont mind ^^)
i think it gives me a certain 'softness' factors
since its only shoulder length now,
and sorta bobs around, slightly wavy =)

its been raining just about non-stop
the whole day,
but my heart feels as warm as a summers day.
and it feels GOOD! ^^

just another testimony to my good Lord!

as she thought of all the
injustice and persecution she faced
that day, her heart quelled
with the flow of
overwhelming rage and blaque bitterness.

to fly into an fiery, uncontrollable temper?

or to seethe with an icy aura-
with piercing glares and cold sneers?

besmirch anothers reputation with
heinous gossip?

or pray tell, seek refuge
in some anonymous blog and
find comfort in cyber-bullying,
thinking no one would know?

(God knows.)

i dont care.

and i m sick of it.

i ll seek my God and together,
we ll turn this world around.

He makes me smile.

my anger diffuses.
my rantings fade.

Lift your hands,
and find peace in Him.

Take my yoke upon you,
for my yoke is easy and my burden light.

a gentle smile.
a warm touch.

Radiance from my Holy Spirit
and i fall silent.

Head bowed-
and humbled once more,

i pray.

ps. completely forgot to mention jawn on ange s
birthday! oh my. how could i forget. *smiles
its been a long while since i saw him-
thought abt how much i ve changed since. =)

jawn if u ever see this
just wanna tell u i ll never forget ur craziness
(for better or worse) and tt maybe if one day
we would meet again,
what then?

will we still be the same?

what then?

aahhs.
my precious maroon bag, how i adore thee.
even if my whole family thinks i look
like an ah ma with you, i shant caree.much.

because its MY life, not theirs.
so there. *pouts.
anewaess. i shant be in a bad mood, cuz
it ll make my Holy Spirit sadd. *nods =)

on the 15th of December,
i spent half the whole day in
a la shopping mode celebrating the
birthday of my bestie, ange!
happy birthday girl! ^^

bought basically my beautiful red square bag,
whereas ange went into a crazy shopping frenzy-
my goodness.
the only reason how she could drag me around three
shopping malls,
bugis + bugis street+bras besarh
Raffles City
VivoCity (at last!)
is probably becuz she can make a
cutey face like no other (extremely dangerous)
and becuz u cant mess with a bdae girl.

my feet went from semi-solid jelly to
full apple mush, i tell you.
and i love Vivo! its so-
Alice-in-Wondermall and theres all these
great seaside scenery, next to The Sentosa,
land of sandy beaches and glorious palm trees.
(which i have a great passion for) ^^

hmmm really want to thank God for
healing me in time
and i really really LOVE GOD!!
Hes been so great to me, and
i wanna be as faithful to Him too!

feelasif i m in an identitycrisis
either that or my cold is making me
a little woozy,
God help me (pleasepleaseplease)

i say, James 1 :2-3! ^^

hmmm solution?
continue reading, dear readers-

Name: vioLynnne ^^
Personal Introduction:

hey everyone!
my pen name is vioL and i am a young
and extremely on fire Christian for Jesus!
wahahahas!
okayy so maybe i still have a lot of growing
to do, but still! One can DREAM BIG, cant they?
my dreams?
i used to want to be a famous inventor, esp in the
area of harmless chocolates-
but now i want to be in the board of directors
of Generations book store and the Cafe!
of the Heart of God church!
preferably 10 years from now muahahahs ^^
not only that, but i shall also build an outstanding
career as a nutritionist in the SGH or in the politics area
of the Ministry of Education!

and tt will be it for now dear readers,
i m sick and i need my chicken soup =)

with a direction and goal to spread
God's words in my humble a-blog,
i suddenly find myself
filled with such a wonderful motivation
to start a-typing!

sue me, but you ll have to answer to
my God! =)
muahahahas-

today in Vacational Bible School-
we watched Braveheart.
Strangely i found my eyes moist at the
scene when the confused and
totally undecisive 'prince' of
scotland screaming:

i'll never be on the wrong side again!

because you can tell how pathetically mussed
up he was, and so very sad it was!

then afterwards we learnt about
the Holy Spirit! from Pastor Ulf Ekman!
my goodness this guys practically one
of the greatest christianity writers of all
times-
me and the rest of the Generations crew
had such a tough time sorting his books
cuz there were so many of them!
and he s also our Pastor's Pastor's Pastor!

how cool is that? ^^
and suddenly i learnt that the Holy Spirit,
is, undeniably, a part of God!
just like Jesus Christ!

yeass mans!
i love VBS!!

somedays i just have a great desire just to
rant and rave as
expressively as i can in the most
fluent and most eloquent manner that i can
deem possible.

such as today, for instance.

he stood up suddenly, staring straight at her.
they all were.

the whole room was silent.
not a breath.
not a word.
silently awaiting what might happen next.

but they knew.
already in their hearts, they all felt it.

the presence of God.

' i 'll take it for a
1000 dollars.'

silence.

then a swift exchange of looks between the
old woman and the bespectacled man.


a mere rice bowl and simple chopsticks.
an enormous sum of financial wealth.

but both saw something else.

a risk.
an opportunity.
and the faith to seize it.


silence.

Jehovah Jireh.
I love those words.

a sudden movement.
a hiss in the air.
a spark. then nothing.
an interruption of the peace sensurround.
was it a success?

but the candle stayed unlit.

dont give up.
it wont stay that way for long. =)

Pastor How s words seemed to ignite something
from the depths of my heart today.
Dreams.
i remembered something i realised i had hidden away
today.
i remembered my dreams.
i think Pastor How knew it too.

exultations rebound all around me.
such a thin line between assumed
insanity and the
pure surrender to the
sweet
sweet
embrace of the Holy Spirit.

Lift me.
can you hear my cry?

i dont doubt it. =)

the last 24 hours have been really impactful to me.
*beams at internal Holy Spirit in me ^^
i feel so different.

take yesterday, for example.
at one point while i was singing, my voice actually
sounded (to me at least ^^)
like the awesome baritone melodies of an
angelic ANGEL, and with an accent too! (seriously, British)
Now please.
im not boasting!

its because i know that i could just about
NEVEEER sing like that one moment i did
at that point.
unbelievably too, the mrt smelled like
UDON NOODLES.
i was having my first all day fast yesterday.
just sweet drink (4 cups of ribena, 1 justea) and water

mann i was so hungry. but heyy.
sacrifice! ^^
i learnt to sacrifice with finances (and cheerfully! =) )
time! (Church and QT!)
food (fast! ^^)
and just abt my entire mortal soul to Christ,
the One who saved and redeemed it! (Amen!)

today, i just made it for a really powerful church session!
24!!
me and ruo en (cuz i kept hearing her voice when praising)
just kept singing and praising!
it was just awesome, cuz i really enjoyed myself! =)

Go in faith, Jehovah Jireh!!

dear passengers of the Boeing-007
vio-L super private jet-
this is ur cap'n speaking,
attenshun please!! =)

due to sudden turbulent inspiration, vioL
has decided to dedicate her beloved blog to
proclaiming GOD's WORD,
(and we repeat)-
GOD's WORD.
isn't it a marvelous idea? (i do think so) ^^

and so we begin-

okay bloggy, well, today was yet another
day filled with not just time very well spent with
me church buddies ( in which we learn
to know and love our God together~!) and also
receiving valuable sermons-

but it was also
positively exploding by the undescribable
LOVE OF GOD!!!!! *frenzied hand gestures-

Pastor How was undeniable in his message
of sacrifice, esp money money money for
moi, and at one moment, i suddenly felt so
HAPPY! i really wanted to give my all to God,
and suddenly something like this incredible bond
inside me just SNAPPED!! breaking the bonds
of the devil i say, cuz i suddenly felt so... FREE!!

and QT was special ^^
yes it was! Just you and me God-

and i love Pastor Lia's sense of humour!
secretly i shall pray that one day i have such
a wonderful gift too =)
for now, i am contend at somehow being able to
laugh at the smallest funny things ^^

and i loved the Missionaries video tape!
v.v touching!!! ^^
i realised God must really love these brave souls,
and i marvel at their strength and love too =)

then talked and ate with church friends!
just five of us, but it was really fun (hehehs) ^^
really had a great time just sharing stories,
opinions and yeass, enjoyed myself manns
hahahahas

and i do not regret ever joining vbs!
ever ever everrr...
Just feel such a great want to be someone
you d be proud of...
someone you can trust
someone who you would show yourself to...
its really good to know that
you d love me forever Lord
the things i wanna do just for you ^^
and thus ends vio L's first attempts to
glorify God in her blog =)

hmmm so this is my first post
after returning from fusuoka, japan!
it was really good-
and memories like:
screaming on the roller coasters in
hellokittyland
and the cute little boiboi n meimei
and choking on raw horse meat-
*those born in the year of the horse UNITE! grrrs
and laughing like crazy from the freezing open cold
before flinging ourselves (sisters and i) to be
scalded in the open-air hot spring bath =)

that was funn. ^^
hmmm am really tired now... just did some
vigorous exercise (swimming) and am so darn pooped
i can barely walk straight...
VBS tomorrow, i wonder what it would be like ^^